Apologies for the audio thought it would be better. Apologies that I haven't been uploading. I have literally so much going on, So much that I needed time away from the podcast to get myself at least somewhat back on track. My life has so much going on that I've gotten too depressed to barely even keep going. I just want succession and happiness. A true smile on my face. I want to throw in the towel but at the same time, I don't want to. My pride wouldn't let me. God wouldn't let me. I've cried too many tears and had too many headaches to just throw in the towel. I'm going to keep trying. Thank you so much for listening. I appreciate it so much. Please keep trying. Don't give up. Stay safe.