***WARNING THIS PODCAST IS NOTHING BUT TRIGGERS. I AM MAKING TO HELP NOT TO HURT SO IF YOU FEEL TRIGGERED PLEASE LISTEN TO SOMETHING THAT WILL MOVE YOUR MIND FROM TRIGGERS OF ANY KIND*** I made this podcast to talk about what I’m going through that’s making me feel suicidal while I’m going through it. I have no friends I feel comfortable to talk about this with because I’m afraid they will just feel either burdened or annoyed by me and I only have two friends so statistically, to keep those two friends I should not tell them these things. read less