Healing the gamer copium < 3

I am posting this like a month after it was recorded lol

Did you have those kindness buckets at school in like kindergarten? I think about those often. Fill someone’s bucket today :3

Lil sad girl. next few episodes are happy but here, mourn with me, grow with me !!!

exploring how you loot your dungeon will help you understand yourself in a whole new light - digging in ur roots

Worm Tunnel!!! Be Brave or Be Scared, whatever it is - be honest. :D

Just see

I don't know what to tell you besides just listen. also am sick :3

Talking about what it feels like having BPD and being in an episode how that affects relationships and codependency for me. What demonic scared vs superhero scared is like for me, moving through my understanding and verbally changing as I get deeper understanding of what I'm feeling in the moment and how it affects me. (TW: Su*cid3, Eating Disorders, Some Graphic Imagery, etc.)

Sharing change in a helpful direction, sharing what love of friends is like, support, healing with family, healing with confidence. Comfortable feeling, growing feeling, garden, harmony, letting life become more innocent feeling again, childlike

Yo < 3 This is the extension of my last episode since it got cut off and I didn’t really love how I tied the bow on it. Hope you enjoy my rambling in these weird in between episodes that don’t necessarily have a direct path c: they’re all part of the journey for me

Yippee, first episode of the new year - I am feeling

Talking about family. Talking about when something matters to you, talking about remembering, time traveling to parts of your life, to parts of yourself. Lots of tail spin circles or something, feel dizzy

I CAN'T BELIEVE I EVEN TALKED ABOUT THIS BRO holy, giving blood

This is what its like living with ADHD and depression, and what some of the sensations of existing are like for me at times. This is a bit more chaotic of an episode where we kinda just go through the jungle of experience together and explore

This is a bit longer than I planned, because words just started flowing and also were really stuck at some parts. This was a very very very vulnerable episode and I talk about some of my everyday struggles and how it is for me (I am so nervous uploading any of these)

We have no clue what any of this means yet and by we I mean me and you, we're gonna find out and explore it though. (This is essentially a podcast where I work through being a young adult content creator in a world where I am constantly overstimulated and have severe anxiety or something idk we will see)